That's what seems to happen all the time I decide to go out and sosialice. I had had a bad day at work, headache and joint pains all day. On Friday I had eaten hell loads of food without any reason, so yesterday was also a starving day to make all that ugly gain disappear. I admitted my friend's invitation to go out mainly because it was great opportunity to burn calories and avoid eating. But all that happened was that my friend got drunk and disappeared with some random guy just 20 minutes before we were supposed to go for the last busses. She had ranted to me all night and i didn't really feel that great over the matter. She also remembered to mention "that's because you're anorexic" when I told her that I had been freezing at my second work, that only takes place on Fridays, in that barely over zero temperature. All my co-workers were freezing to and they were normal-weighted.
In the bus at home I sat still, feeling anxious and cold. I hate being cold all the time. When I got home I was so messed up I ended up breaking my 8-month cut-free period. No need to tell how shitty I feel now.
Thank goodness I have my decent work today again, I'll have something to do to take my mind away from.. well, everything.
I have lost a pound in two days, so maybe going out did something good to my body.
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